Me yo what up?
Him: watering my plants
Me aww
Me make sure you give them a little kiss
Him: oh i talk. to them .
Him: and . hugs
Me thats good enough
Him: some have thorns . .
Him: gotta be careful
Me ohh yeah that would be bad
Me cant have you prick your finger
Him: or my nose
Me true
Me that would be bad...cause you'd have no one to kiss it and make better
Me lol
Him: awwwwwww
Him: you & allie
Him: ughh
Me aw whast wrong?
Him: two cute kisses
Me is that what the "ughh" was for? lol
Him: yessss
Me hmmm
Me well if youd prick your finger then drive down here im pretty sure i could work something out
Him: k
Me cool..lol
Him: done
Him: deal
Me lets shake on it
Him: ill be carefull
Me good
Him: do you know where corona is??
Him: hmmm
Me kinda...but not really
Him: i might have to drive there . .
Him: hmmm
Me por que?
Him: a toy ./
Him: synthisizer thingy
Me ah fun
Him: yeahh
Him: i collect em
Me i noticed
Him: hahah
Him: www.myspace/sad1robot
Him: thats my alias side band
Me okay
Him: stuff i did in my apartment
Me okay
Me didnt work
Him: ooops
Him: www.myspace.com/sad1robot
Him: oops
Me is that wrong too?
Him: nope
Him: that will take you there
Me i like it..how sad though you only have one friend
Him: i kn ow!
Me its making me groove a bit
Him: i just made the page . . yesterday
Me ah well now you have three...
Him: yay!
Me haha
Me: i smell like chlorine
Him: im a nerd
Me its okay i am too
Him: you were swimming?
Him:: i shaved .
Him: im a new man
Me yeah we have a pool, today i realized just how white i was
Me aw no more scruffy guy
Him: it returns . .
Him: by 5
Him: the scruff
Him: hahaha
Him: hey!!!!
Him: brb
Him: oh yeah
Me have fun?
Him: with a vengence
Him: totally..
Me good
Him: ): hmmm. .
Me i had an odd experiance at my trip to the film developing place
Him: what happnd?
Me i had them develope my film, and they printed all the pictures backwards.
Me i was pretty p.o.ed
Him: bazaaar
Me yeah
Me you'd think theyd now how to print correctly
Him: tell bout it
Me yup
Me but at least i have a printing lab at school so i can fix it
Him: ): wownt they fix it?
Him: the plac e
Me no cause all i really needed was the negatives...casue our lab doesnt have the chemicals to develope color negs. so i had to go to this place
Him: ughh
Me yeah what a hassle
Him: well . . im off to my dads . .
Him: for dinner .
Him: and blab
Me ah dont eat to much
Him: adios
Me adios
Him: oh i willl
Me i bet you will
Him: bachelor diet
Me haha
Him: eat while you can
Me your funny
Him: ive ZIP
Him: in my fidge
Me: aw i'll have to make you dinner sometime
Him: hot saucce
Him: ive got that
Me: thats no good
Him: and champagne
Him: hahah
Me: thats better...
Him: byeeeeeeee
Me: byeee

me: did you go clubbing last night?
him: sat?
him: i stayed home . . last night
him: watched sopranos
me: thats ufn
me: fun
him: whats fun??
me: watching sopranos
him: ooooooohh
him: indeed
me: lol
him: gnarly too
me: yes
me: i never got into that show
me: i watch it when my dad does
him: i dont have cable .
him: i rent the back seasons . . at blckbster
me: thats depressing
me: no cable
him: yeah . .
him: by choice
me: really
me: why?
him: next move . .
him: whack the comp
me: getting rid off technology?
me: of**
him: haha .. never
me : oh
him: tv .. i usually just watch conan .
me: why would you "whack" the computer
him: its another .. time waster
him: but .. then
him: i have my good ol cell phone
him: that has AIM
me: yes
him: hehe
me: well thats okay then
me: what do you like about conan
him: everything
him: hes a genius
him: and tall
me: oh
him: he did go to harvard!
me: would you marry him?
him: hes taken
me: darn those wives
me: take all the good men
him: dont they!
me: yes they do
me: long term girlfriends too
him: grrrr
me: like heath ledger
me: johnny depp
him: im going to a show . . at the viper room ..
him: 10 30
me: nice
me: whos playing?
him: johnny depp used to own the viper room how funny
him: you should mention
me: yes he did
me: one of friends dads played there when he ran it
him: well . . im gonna jet!
him: Adios! you
me: okay
me: adios to you too!
me: hasta manana
him: have a nice nite
me: you too
me: stay away from the hookers@
me: !
him: hahahah
him: ill try illtry
me: you better
him: love those hookers
me: dont go into ally's either
him: awww ill try not to
me: wouldnt eant to be taken advantage of

photoROBOTwabike (4:27:25 PM): twin!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uwldkillforthis (4:27:29 PM): omg
uwldkillforthis (4:27:32 PM): i spent $100
photoROBOTwabike (4:28:59 PM): and it wasnt on me
uwldkillforthis (4:29:11 PM): haha
uwldkillforthis (4:29:12 PM): sorry
photoROBOTwabike (4:29:49 PM): tis okay
photoROBOTwabike (4:30:53 PM): myspace is taking for EVER to log me in
photoROBOTwabike (4:31:03 PM): finally
uwldkillforthis (4:31:37 PM): haha
photoROBOTwabike (4:31:44 PM): omg
photoROBOTwabike (4:32:36 PM): i want smoers
photoROBOTwabike (4:32:40 PM): smores
uwldkillforthis (4:32:41 PM): make some
photoROBOTwabike (4:32:50 PM): i will eventually
photoROBOTwabike (4:32:55 PM): it envolves me getting up
uwldkillforthis (4:33:15 PM): haha
photoROBOTwabike (4:33:35 PM): i know sad huh?
uwldkillforthis (4:34:27 PM): yeah
photoROBOTwabike (4:34:51 PM): i am uploading new pictures
photoROBOTwabike (4:39:47 PM): which one do you like better
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uwldkillforthis (4:41:03 PM): second one
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uwldkillforthis (4:41:41 PM): 3rd!
photoROBOTwabike (4:41:52 PM): i thought so
photoROBOTwabike (4:42:04 PM): freaken myspace isnt loading
uwldkillforthis (4:42:28 PM): kick it haha
photoROBOTwabike (4:42:37 PM): sure
photoROBOTwabike (4:44:35 PM): and risk getting killed for breaking the computer
uwldkillforthis (4:44:45 PM): haha
photoROBOTwabike (4:48:46 PM): stupid myspace
uwldkillforthis (4:49:02 PM): yes
photoROBOTwabike (4:49:16 PM): hey what do you think of this guy
photoROBOTwabike (4:50:36 PM): http://photobucket.com/albums/y39/theoutlawoftorn/?action=view¤t=10973ad0.jpg
uwldkillforthis (4:51:45 PM): s'ok
photoROBOTwabike (4:51:52 PM): thats what thought
uwldkillforthis (4:52:29 PM): why?
photoROBOTwabike (4:53:09 PM): well hes my friends firend
photoROBOTwabike (4:53:29 PM): and i talked to him on the phone and i made the mistake of saying he sounded hot
uwldkillforthis (4:53:37 PM): haha
photoROBOTwabike (4:53:40 PM): **smacks forhead**
uwldkillforthis (4:54:05 PM): what did he say?
photoROBOTwabike (4:54:53 PM): oh reakky
uwldkillforthis (4:55:30 PM): he looks kinda girly
photoROBOTwabike (4:55:44 PM): ya
photoROBOTwabike (4:55:52 PM): but hes sweet
photoROBOTwabike (5:02:41 PM): so what are you up to?
uwldkillforthis (5:02:53 PM): myspace
photoROBOTwabike (5:03:03 PM): i see
photoROBOTwabike (5:03:07 PM): i still can log on
photoROBOTwabike (5:07:42 PM): have you seen my myspace
photoROBOTwabike (5:07:47 PM): i changed it agaion
uwldkillforthis (5:08:04 PM): ill look now
photoROBOTwabike (5:08:10 PM): coo
photoROBOTwabike (5:08:57 PM): we need to find me a vest and sweat band like his!!!!
uwldkillforthis (5:09:12 PM): yes!
photoROBOTwabike (5:09:30 PM): next monday?
photoROBOTwabike (5:09:33 PM): yes
photoROBOTwabike (5:09:43 PM): YES!!!!
photoROBOTwabike (5:09:52 PM): YES!!!!!!
uwldkillforthis (5:09:52 PM): ill ask
photoROBOTwabike (5:09:59 PM): lol
photoROBOTwabike (5:10:04 PM): im hilarious
photoROBOTwabike (5:10:18 PM): hey did brandon look st the note?
uwldkillforthis (5:10:32 PM): i dunno
uwldkillforthis (5:10:37 PM): i just put it in his pocket
photoROBOTwabike (5:10:48 PM): **moans**
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:01 PM): **sigh**
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:09 PM): i get nervous when i whitnk about him
uwldkillforthis (5:12:12 PM): aww
uwldkillforthis (5:12:14 PM): cute
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:27 PM): i know
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:31 PM): i cant help myself
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:53 PM): we need to make videos like his
photoROBOTwabike (5:12:56 PM): but better
uwldkillforthis (5:13:03 PM): yeah
photoROBOTwabike (5:13:31 PM): I NEED A AMBERCROMBIE SWEATBAND
photoROBOTwabike (5:13:36 PM): I WANT IT WITH A PASSION
uwldkillforthis (5:13:39 PM): haha
photoROBOTwabike (5:13:42 PM): AND BRANDON
uwldkillforthis (5:13:47 PM): wanna see my expensive purse?
photoROBOTwabike (5:13:51 PM): YAYA!!
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photoROBOTwabike (5:14:54 PM): i know me outfit for techno girl
uwldkillforthis (5:14:58 PM): ?
photoROBOTwabike (5:15:24 PM): my**
photoROBOTwabike (5:15:29 PM): and the purse is cute
photoROBOTwabike (5:15:44 PM): from nothing shocking or ipso facto
photoROBOTwabike (5:15:50 PM): i get them confused
uwldkillforthis (5:16:02 PM): nothing shocking
photoROBOTwabike (5:16:08 PM): cute
uwldkillforthis (5:16:24 PM): better be cute for $100
photoROBOTwabike (5:17:47 PM): okay so my outfit is going to be a white short sleeved shirt [i have already] a black vest [i need this] ambercrombie sweatband [i need] softball socks [i need] my vans shoes [i have duh] and my blue gym short
uwldkillforthis (5:18:22 PM): socks
uwldkillforthis (5:18:27 PM): i have blue soccer ones
uwldkillforthis (5:18:29 PM): my sisters
uwldkillforthis (5:18:33 PM): but she might let you use them
uwldkillforthis (5:18:38 PM): vest
uwldkillforthis (5:18:40 PM): goodwill?
photoROBOTwabike (5:18:52 PM): thats what im thinking
photoROBOTwabike (5:19:38 PM): blue or red shorts?
uwldkillforthis (5:19:56 PM): hm...
uwldkillforthis (5:20:00 PM): red it more look at me
uwldkillforthis (5:20:05 PM): *is
uwldkillforthis (5:20:09 PM): blue it like workout
uwldkillforthis (5:20:12 PM): *is
photoROBOTwabike (5:20:16 PM): okay red
photoROBOTwabike (5:20:22 PM): what are you weraind
photoROBOTwabike (5:20:26 PM): wearing
uwldkillforthis (5:20:27 PM): i have no idea
uwldkillforthis (5:20:32 PM): i have chunky shoes
uwldkillforthis (5:20:36 PM): argyle socks
uwldkillforthis (5:20:43 PM): dark jeans
photoROBOTwabike (5:20:46 PM): what are argyle socks
uwldkillforthis (5:20:48 PM): i need an emo top
uwldkillforthis (5:21:07 PM): http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v486/msmichael/argyle.jpg argyle pattern
photoROBOTwabike (5:21:25 PM): thats what i thought
photoROBOTwabike (5:21:28 PM): cool
uwldkillforthis (5:21:54 PM): http://racinggreen.co.uk/shop/images/var/thumbs/650-521-600-005-NAVY_tw299_th299.jpg a lot like mine
photoROBOTwabike (5:22:11 PM): cute
photoROBOTwabike (5:22:54 PM): my little sister is pmsing literally
uwldkillforthis (5:23:02 PM): aww
photoROBOTwabike (5:23:09 PM): its pissing me off
photoROBOTwabike (5:23:19 PM): shes crying at a pin drop
photoROBOTwabike (5:23:31 PM): getting angery at inatimate objects
uwldkillforthis (5:24:49 PM): http://www.questionablecontent.net/merch.php i want to try and make either teh, the unicorn or the guiter
uwldkillforthis (5:24:53 PM): *guitar
photoROBOTwabike (5:25:18 PM): do you have a panis! at the disco shirt?
photoROBOTwabike (5:25:25 PM): panic!*
photoROBOTwabike (5:25:41 PM): yup
photoROBOTwabike (5:25:44 PM): are you going?
uwldkillforthis (5:26:08 PM): no
uwldkillforthis (5:26:10 PM): and going where?
photoROBOTwabike (5:26:19 PM): opps wrong person
photoROBOTwabike (5:26:19 PM): lol
photoROBOTwabike (5:26:56 PM): oops
uwldkillforthis (5:27:32 PM): dork
photoROBOTwabike (5:27:42 PM): nothing is coming up from the link
uwldkillforthis (5:28:11 PM): grr
uwldkillforthis (5:28:12 PM): nvm
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:30 PM): blah
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:32 PM): blah
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:38 PM): ahhh crash
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:40 PM): splat
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:46 PM): ahh help me
photoROBOTwabike (5:30:52 PM): **reaches up**
photoROBOTwabike (5:31:02 PM): im to young to fall off a builing
uwldkillforthis (5:31:03 PM): haha
uwldkillforthis (5:31:08 PM): wtf?
photoROBOTwabike (5:31:42 PM): i cant go on much londer
photoROBOTwabike (5:31:46 PM): longer
photoROBOTwabike (5:32:41 PM): must have brandon bring me back to life
photoROBOTwabike (5:32:48 PM): **takes last breath**
photoROBOTwabike (5:33:01 PM): and makes heart sign over croth
photoROBOTwabike (5:33:12 PM): viva la twincest!
uwldkillforthis (5:33:36 PM): haha
uwldkillforthis (5:33:39 PM): you are so weird!
photoROBOTwabike (5:33:44 PM): and
photoROBOTwabike (5:33:59 PM): **opens eyes and jumps up an ddhoes the happy dance**
photoROBOTwabike (5:35:08 PM): woot
photoROBOTwabike (5:35:19 PM): i love ya me lovely little lass
uwldkillforthis (5:35:24 PM): i love you too!
photoROBOTwabike (5:35:38 PM): pip pip cherio
uwldkillforthis (5:35:40 PM): omg i love my purse
photoROBOTwabike (5:35:50 PM): i love your purse
uwldkillforthis (5:36:03 PM): haha im gonna bring it to school like tomorrow
uwldkillforthis (5:36:08 PM): im gonna buy a new binder
uwldkillforthis (5:36:11 PM): and a hole puncher
uwldkillforthis (5:36:16 PM): and organize my stuff
uwldkillforthis (5:36:21 PM): and bring my binger and purse
uwldkillforthis (5:36:25 PM): *binder
photoROBOTwabike (5:37:37 PM): woot
photoROBOTwabike (5:37:57 PM): i love shirts and jeans
uwldkillforthis (5:38:04 PM): me too
uwldkillforthis (5:38:06 PM): ugh
uwldkillforthis (5:38:13 PM): almost time for work
photoROBOTwabike (5:38:15 PM): i need new jeans tho
photoROBOTwabike (5:38:19 PM): awww
photoROBOTwabike (5:38:23 PM): dont leave me
photoROBOTwabike (5:38:39 PM): and this really cute shirt i found on the internet
photoROBOTwabike (5:39:12 PM): its also in a magazine i'll bring the magazine tomorrow
photoROBOTwabike (5:39:16 PM): its like
photoROBOTwabike (5:39:44 PM): a get brandon to look at my chest shirt
uwldkillforthis (5:39:48 PM): haha
uwldkillforthis (5:40:00 PM): should i wear a shirt tht makes my boobs look huge tomorrow?
photoROBOTwabike (5:40:17 PM): shaw
uwldkillforthis (5:40:20 PM): haha ok
photoROBOTwabike (5:40:39 PM): bring me my shirt tomorrow and a shirt of yours tomorrow
photoROBOTwabike (5:40:51 PM): i want to be like you
uwldkillforthis (5:42:18 PM): uh
uwldkillforthis (5:42:25 PM): i kinda cant find yours right now
uwldkillforthis (5:42:28 PM): cleaning lady came over
uwldkillforthis (5:42:36 PM): time to go
uwldkillforthis (5:42:38 PM): ill be back at 10
photoROBOTwabike (5:42:41 PM): fine bring me shirt of yours still
uwldkillforthis (5:42:45 PM): bye bye <333
photoROBOTwabike (5:42:47 PM): bye
photoROBOTwabike (5:42:49 PM): love ya
uwldkillforthis (5:42:54 PM): love you too
photoROBOTwabike (5:42:57 PM): viva la twincest!
uwldkillforthis (5:43:11 PM): haha
uwldkillforthis (5:43:13 PM): si!
uwldkillforthis (5:43:14 PM): ole!
photoROBOTwabike (5:43:20 PM): adios
photoROBOTwabike (5:43:21 PM): ole!

oddly enough my twin got the same one



Dissapointment: You are the true form of a person

dissapointed for so long, they no longer know

reality from fantasy. You most likely wish

to live in a world so different from where

you are now. You most likely get caught up

in books, but you have unique knowledge. You

desire adventure, and anything that you feel

would make your life better. Youre world may

not be that good, but you can make it

better!!

Quote: Reality Or What We See/Seem, Is But A Dream

Within A Dream.

Element: Water

Eye Color: Light Brown, Or Hazel.

Verdict: Dreamer, Disspointed, Smart, Sad.


What's Your Dark Emotion? (Amazing Pics+Dark)
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so here i am talking to my firend from New York who i met from my friend talita. and well besides that nothing else is happining.

im going to a concert next wednsday, and im going to a dance with my twin next friday. and well besdies that everything is pretty boring.

so today my mom [in georgia] has decided that georgia would not be an ideal place to live after the divorce becuase the work hours are to long. so she wants to move to kansas

as much as i love kansas i dont want to

because

1 kansas ends all my dreams of becoming a photographer

2 kansas has no color guard team in any of the high scholls i can choose from

3 and yes i have michael, derek, and forest to return to my friend ileana is moving to georgia this summer

so i like need to move to georgia its the one thing i want, that i have wanted in such a long time.
who cares that i will most likely take on the mother role

georgia has my greams

so today i was talking to my friends rocker pal...[scruffy guy]

me: hey whats up? this is christinas friend brittany
scruffy guy: H i
me: hi
me: how are you?
scruffy guy: Good u?
me: pretty good
me: watcha up to?
scruffy guy: Im drivin1g
scruffy guy: Errands hmmm
me: wow you can multitask
me: errands are fun...sometimes
scruffy guy: O yeah! hehe
me: especially when they are for food
me: [smiley face]
me: so christina got me hooked to The Shore
scruffy guy: Good!
scruffy guy: Im happy
me: you should be

that your life was like a sims?

when you die you can quite the game and when you log back on [if you didnt save] you'd be alive again.

it make my life so much better if i could just exit and when i come back everything will be fixed and almost perfect.

so today i am feeling even more horrible then this week altogether. my stomach is nauseous, my throaght is scratchy, im tired, and everytime i stand up i get dizzy.

but on the small +side my sim children are all teenagers except the newborn and her unborn. so horomons are all over that house [two boys two girls] and well what can i say its a complicated life

what judges a good person. is it when they open the door for a person, or when you give the needy money or clothes. or when you take the time to get to hear someones story whether they are young and old. or when someone needs a hug and a shoulder to cry on? and when you do succed at being a good person how do know your not getting to attached and start getting crazy with good actions.

when do you know, and how do you start.

holo, me llama Brittany Land. Mi familia es enorme. Mi perro y gato es muy bonita y hilarioso.


i love/hate spanish.


today was good again

except for when my poptart fell on the ground....that was sad

So today....

i won a spanish game and got three bravos...that was sweet.
from then on the day couldnt have been better

everything just went smoothly escpesialy when we got our new assignment for photo

love

and guess waht this project is going to be sweet since we might get our friends from GGE to be in it.

yes the world is good

oh and me and my twin got to hang out for a joyous reunion.

sho almost kille me tho when she sun me on the wheel of death.
she also said she is maybe going to help me get a scruffy sexy guy.


lol i love you twin

oh and we played with this little kid named calvin..he was cool he spun us on the wheel of death.

and now im eating togo's


life is good

“Hey, you need a ride?” Sam ignored this question and continued reading her book.
“Sam?” She looked up and squinted her eyes to see who called her name. “Do you need a ride?” It was John.
“Um…no I think I’ll just wait for the bus, I don’t think you’d want to go out of your way to drive me,” she replied as she looked around to see if the bus was there.
“Are you sure I mean it wouldn’t be….”
“No, its fine the bus will be here soon,” she said giving him a slight smile in reassurance. He nodded his head and rolled up the window. She watched him drive off and smiled as he rounded the corner a few streets later. That was rather odd, John usually doesn’t ever really do nice things for me. Sam looked around and saw the group of kids walk into the pizza place across the street and a couple walking there dogs and the girl gazing fondly at her ring and giving the guy next to her a kiss. The walked off into distance.
She looked at her book and tried finding her spot again but lost interest and put it on her backpack. She put her back against the wall and looked up at the graffiti on the bus stops ceiling. “Clarisse loves pussy call her 555-7689.” Sam sighed and shook her head. She looked over to her left and saw the bus, finally, she put her book in her bag and pulled her bus pass out of her pocket and stood up. She got on the bus and swiped her card. She scanned the seat and a few people gave her a glance then returned to there conversations. Sam walked to the back of the bus and sat down next to sleeping old man. She looked at him and noticed he was dressed in three sweatshirts and had the stench of stale alcohol and cigarettes. He stirred and she snapped her head to the window and saw the restaurant. Her eyes started to sting to a fresh flow of tears and a flood of memories came back. She wiped her eyes on her sweatshirt and started to observe the other passengers. A slightly scruffy boy caught her eye and they stared at each other waiting to see who would glance away first. He smiled and gave a little wave. She smiled back and looked out the window again. A minute later she looked back and saw him looking at his book. She looked him up and down; he was wearing a billabong shirt and faded jeans with sandals. He was wearing sunglasses but they were behind his head and his hear was light brown and had what kids from her school called the “emo” do. Out of the corner of her eye she saw the liquor store and jumped to pull the cord, the man next to her jumped and a brown paper bag rolled to the ground. The man scrambled after it and looked around to see if anyone saw it. The boy looked over at her and gave her a knowing grin and put his book away and stood up.
Uh oh why is he standing up? Does he live down here? Why haven’t I ever seen him before? She watched him walk to the door and when the bus pulled over she stood up and followed him off the bus. He looked over his shoulder and stopped, then turned around.
“Hi.” He said putting his sun glasses on.
“Hello” She replied and readjusted her backpack. “How are you?” he smiled, “Good”. The looked at each other and smiled again.
“Which way are you going?” He asked, staring to walk again.
“Over on Las Palmas” she replied tilting her head to the right, “and you?”
“No I’m over that way”
“Oh well” she said stopping to push the button to cross the street, “it was nice meeting you…”
“Oh yeah, it’s Nick.”
“I’m Sam”
“Nice to see you Sam you go to Fullerton?” he said nodding to her sweatshirt.
“Oh, yeah.”
“Yeah I just transferred over there; well I’ll let you go” he said pointing to the little green man across the street.
“O, okay well see you around then” she called as she started her walk to the other side.
“Most definitely” he said waving and started his trek up the hill.

okay so I am Back and really tired. This is my week starting on thursday...

*Thursday~ I went to my Nana and Papa's house down in Barstow fell asleep in the car and lost feeling in my hand when I woke up. When we got to Barstow my cousin and I were talking about how she thinks my School is full of PrEpS. Which isnt true and well yeah, after that she made me from "punk and nerdy" to "preppy and CuTe" for my cousins graduation, the reason for me being down there. We went and I met some of her friends, three fights broke out and cops were patroling the stands. There are so many pregnate people in Barstow a lot of them are uber young too! Well back to the story... They had fireworks and I gave relitves hugs that were there and went back to my Nana's and Papa's. Watched EuroTrip.

*Friday~Woke up at about 2 and had lunch (love my Nana's cooking). Nothing exciting read my book and got a new skirt.

*Saturday~ this is when the fun begins. I went and got ready for my cousins Grad party at 7. Jeans and a light blue and black halter tops layered on eachother and went with my cousin and Nana. It was really slow in the beggining my Uncle got me a Margerita and about an hour later I got a Daquiri. Yum havent had alcohol in a while so I felt weird. Me and this girl were dancing and and got in troube a couple of times...a lot of parents were ther and old people. Had a few more drinks and went home about 12:30 and didnt go to sleep till about 2. Life is good.

*Sunday~ Okay all those drinks got to me the next morning really tired and my head was throbbing and really REALLY dizzy stayed in bed for a while till I realized I had to go home in about 2 hours so I took a shower and got ready etc.etc. Parents got me in Victorville and it was okay we went to go see Mr. and Mrs. Smith an AWESOME MOVIE. The trouble started when we went home we got Carls Jr and they gave me the bag and they got made when I said Iwouldnt carry it because Ihad to many things to carry and well Iended up carrying it and every got mad because Ididnt give them there food till I ot settled. (Im such a Bitch) Well I ate in the Kitchen away fri\om them and saw that they havent done ANY chores when I was gone and well that justed pissd me off they are so realible on my it sucks I hate it. Well not only that but the painters repainted my door and my vintage autographed stickers were ripped in half and put on the wall next to my door and well I had had it then I was mad till my Mom and I watched Breakfast Club.



*The Rest of the Week~ Studying for finals and FUCKIN MICHALE JACKSON IS INOCCENT OF ALL CHARGES AND THAT SUCKS GAHHHHH grrr i hate it. and this freakin guy is smacking next to me and i wanna pop him in the head i hate it grrr

OKAY SO I DONT KNOW WHY I AM TYPING IN ALL CAPS MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I AM IN A WEIRD MOOD LATELY OR I AM JUST NOT MYSELF. IT COULD ALSO BE BECAUSE I AM LAZY LOW SELF ESTEEM B**** WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE AND ONLT THINKS OF HER SELF. THATS WHY I LIKE SCHOOL,ITS THE ONLY PLACE I ACTUALLY FEEL NORMAL AND LIKE A HUMAN BEING WHO ISNT BEING BLOODY DEGRADED EVERY SECOND SHE WALK INTO THE SAME ROOM AS MY BLOODY PARENTS. I SWEAR, WHAT THE HELL IS MY PARENTS PROBLEM I AM THE ONLY KID THEY HAVE HAD BESIDES TARA THAT IS ACTUALLY DOING WELL IN SCHOOL. AND GASH DARNIT WHY WONT THEY BE PROUD OF ME AND MY ART I DONT EVEN SEE WHY I SHOULD KEEP DOING MY PARENTS DONT EVEN APPRECIATE MY WORK THEY LOOK AT IT AND SAY "THATS NICE" AND GO BACK TO WATCHING TV. OR MY DAD HE IS ALWAYS PLAYING THAT STUPID GAME

**sighs heavily** I dunno what to think anymore. Part of me wants him back and the other part of me is okay with the seperation. Like today, he says that he hopes that this one chick (forgote her name) will ask him to sadies. Well ymheart broke right there. I dunno why. Its buggin the shit out of me. Dammitt i hate these types of situations. BUT anyways, I got my new schedule for next year or at least the classes I am gonna be takin next year. World History Honors, Dance Drill team, Geometry Honors, Spanish 2, English Honors, Photo, and yeah thats it. I am so happy I actually got into Photo. Yeah and i have no Science Classes. WOOT, **huggles self in achievment**. So yeah well other good news I am actually going to hopefully get atleast a month of my summer break to my self...lest uses see....I have Summer School for Drivers Ed., Mayra's Quiceneta, Visiting Relatives towards the end of July, VBS in August, and thats it I think. Eh but thats pretty cool but JULY 14 I am gonna make sure I have free so that I can see the midnight showing of Charlie and the chocolate Factory!!!!! hmm well that it for now i think. Still cant stand my dad...yeah hmm.

Britt

Should I do that? I mean I am a very funny person, around my friends at least. And well I think it would be really cool and fun. Well yeah besides that everything is well.

well leave a comment telling what you think you know about me and then i will compare it and then send you the list that truley describes me down to the smallest chromozone.

okay so here it goes my rantings for the day....Woke up with a nausious feeling in my bloody stomach and made friends with the toliet bole till i had nothing else left in side me to thro up. Wait for the bus to came (city bus) and get glances from old and horny mexican pple. Go to school and feel a wave of nausia come over me...pple think i am pregnant...that sucks. Art is fine Nick and I play around and pretend to fight. Second period was dull, third the same, along with 4th...break was okay when i am sick i act wierd and well lets just say i think nick is mad at me. 5th is really doring...lunch...eh Red treid to get a pic of me and Nick kissing and me in general...and succeded uunfortunetly...Nick seemed distant...6th period had to do my skit and well i went all emo and hit on my friend (boes) bf...it was funny. well yeah thats it and i have to go know i feel sick...agian.